Ya..
I learnt something..
From my Chinese Teacher.. Pn Teng..
"不是你的就不是你的,是你的就是你的。。勉强来也没有用.."
Now i turning my head to the pass..
watching back my post..
I really a silly guy through these few years..
Doing anything for others just to get back something..
So naive..
Now i already form 4.. and i promised to myself..
Not to be so naive..
Accept anything with opened heart..
Nothing to be worried..
if no one like u or care about u..
So what? the most important thing is i hav to care about myself..
Now the homework for form 4 is getting harder and harder..
I hav no time to think about the silly things..
To XXX..
So sry as i refuse to go and watch the movie with u..
i noe u wan me to be happy and join ur friends..
As i really dun wanna lie to myself and pretending to be very mighty..
If i go along with u and him.. i m sure i will be left alone..
do u still remember last few times.. u used to invite me to go and play around with him..
Den i didnt go with u..
So sry.. now i really dun want to lie at u..
If next time u go with the guy who i never recognize..
Or the guy is very close to u de.. den u no need to invite me..
I am not a small gas person.. just i very hate the feeling to be left alone..
i hope u will never see the message above..
I dun wanna hurt u and ur friends..
I just want to be honest at u..
Well..
Today is new year eve..
After 12am for today.. i shall never become an emo guy..
"别人不管你,不疼你,不为你着想,不要紧..So what??
只要你对你自己好不就行了吗?”
邓碧妃老师。。
Lastly Happy Chinese new year....
we broke up. peacefully
5 weeks ago



