I learnt something..

Ya..
I learnt something..
From my Chinese Teacher.. Pn Teng..
"不是你的就不是你的，是你的就是你的。。勉强来也没有用.."
Now i turning my head to the pass..
watching back my post..
I really a silly guy through these few years..
Doing anything for others just to get back something..
So naive..

Now i already form 4.. and i promised to myself..
Not to be so naive..
Accept anything with opened heart..
Nothing to be worried..
if no one like u or care about u..
So what? the most important thing is i hav to care about myself..
Now the homework for form 4 is getting harder and harder..
I hav no time to think about the silly things..

To XXX..
So sry as i refuse to go and watch the movie with u..
i noe u wan me to be happy and join ur friends..
As i really dun wanna lie to myself and pretending to be very mighty..
If i go along with u and him.. i m sure i will be left alone..
do u still remember last few times.. u used to invite me to go and play around with him..
Den i didnt go with u..
So sry.. now i really dun want to lie at u..
If next time u go with the guy who i never recognize..
Or the guy is very close to u de.. den u no need to invite me..
I am not a small gas person.. just i very hate the feeling to be left alone..

i hope u will never see the message above..
I dun wanna hurt u and ur friends..
I just want to be honest at u..

Well..
Today is new year eve..
After 12am for today.. i shall never become an emo guy..

"别人不管你，不疼你，不为你着想，不要紧..So what??
只要你对你自己好不就行了吗？”
邓碧妃老师。。

Lastly Happy Chinese new year....

Hey..

So boring these few days..
Haiz..
I dunnu how to describe my feelings..
Wanna do revision everyday.. or just enjoy the life of form 4 these few weeks..

Erm..
Now i m very busy with the exams project...
Haiz..
Many things to do like keeping the documents..
For my conclusion..
Haiz..
Many ppl get very low's marks..
Especially for the 古代历史...
the lowest can get 0 mark..
OMG..

Haiz..
Dun sad la my friend..
haha..

Long time didnt update..

Quite along time i didnt update..
haha..
N i wanna talk about my teacher..
My form teacher is Miss Teoh Yin Xuan...
So nice..
And i like her add maths teaching skill..
i like it..Quite fast but i can understand what is she teaching..
wahahaha...

And i "resign" to be a kk...
as i think i will hav not enuf time to enjoy my morning tea..
No way...
And i swear..
I wont become a kk as i m a not a clean ppl...
haha...

Haiz so fast the time pass by..
Form 4 edi..

The reason for never updating is i spent my own sweet time with...
with..
my...
new hand phone..
C510
So shiok..
Thx mammy...
haha..

Many stuff i haven't settle down...
Like the exams and the form 4 stuff..
I hav to rush..

And these few day i keep dreaming..
I was dreaming that i hav became a bio teacher and teaching in catholic high..
I like bio..
Bio is the study of life
many boys like physic but i like bio..
haha..
And be a teacher is also my ambition too..
So that i can torture my students like how the teachers torture me in school life-time..
haha..

If i really become a teacher..
i hope i can be a bio and bc teacher..
Bc and bio..
Not match ha..
But i like bio and BC too..
The children of this century cannot handle the Bc very well..
Even their parents or grandparents or grand-grandparents are Chinese too..
I m a Chinese so i think i should hav the responsibility to introduce the correct Chinese to our new generation...
Quite great ha?
haha..
I think so..

Who can be my principal after 10 years?
Madam Lee?
Or Choo Hao jian?
haha..

ok..
C u next time..

Update??

Ha..
Long time didnt update..
Haiz..
I think i hav addicted to computer edi..
Almost everyday gonna touch it once..
The computer more than my lao po edi..
haha

Haiz..
So sienz these few days..
Piggy went to china.. haven come back i think..
Jaykerr is going to work.. haha.. so nice..
my mom dont let me to work.. as she said..
"STUDY"
(i never study too.. haha)

My mom and i watch series everyday..
宫心计，富贵门，廉政行动..
And my favorite movie too..
Wolverine the origin..
I know it a bit too late but at least i got watch it rite??
haha

I think i am very naive..
Last week..
I asked my mom to buy a power rangers movie to me..
She didnt buy.. T.T
Nvm..
I buy when i grown up..

last saturday..
I saw a "jelly" in 7-Eleven..
At first i wanna buy de..
But Chin How stopped me..
Den i c more accurate..
It is a condom!!!
Omg..
Luckily i didnt buy..
Or else the cashier must laugh me..
(Y har.. it really packed like jelly.. for what???)

Hey..
I think this song is very nice and i post it here.. sing in Cantonese..
Alike my situation also... haha..

两生关—谢安琪
命运根本喜爱弄人 贱贵没遗漏
最痛爱的一切鲜有永久
莫逆之交恩怨情仇 大多到白头
人越是不想去放手偏要放手

有难时我是朋友 割蓆时与我分左右
转过头 分开走 大事蹂躏然后要我将摊子收
从前双生怎会到日后 沦落变双黑的对手
就为了酒色私利慾和求 回赠我开封的匕首
爱得深厚 却不足够 我认识你确未透
难道天公要我在跟你绑脚走
敌视至死分忧

实在看不透

双生怎会到日后 沦落变双黑的对手
就为了一己私利便幪头 忘掉我当天跟你手
我不足够 爱得不够 怠慢将你挽救
难道天公要我目睹你别望后 遗憾至死分忧

Envy.. hate.. like

I very envy the person who could play piano...

I very envy the person who very handsome.. many girls are admiring him..

I very envy the person who can go oversea to study or travel..

I very envy the person who can speak English very well..

I very envy the person who have many friends going around them..

I very envy the person who very rich.. can buy anything..

I very envy the person who have girl friend(s)..

I very envy the person who can eat beef..

I very envy the person who have very well's body shape(strong)..

I very hate the person who like to pretend to be very pity.. waiting for the ppl to concern bout them..

I very hate the person who lie at me..

I very hate the person who always show off what they have..

I very hate the person who do not appreciate anything..

I very hate the person who take over on me..

Haha..
I like my friends..

I like my family..

I like my junior..

I like to pay instead of receive..

I like to care my friends, family and juniors..

I like to be a half leader and half follower..

I like to make my ppl around me happy instead of feeling pity on me..

I like X-Men

I like PMO..

Haha!!!

Unlucky today...

Yer..
Very unlucky today..

1. I called up by a police today's morning.. He was calling me to translate a guy's from chinese to Malay.. Btw.. the guy know how to speak English.. so i was continue going to school..

2.Den.. as i go for a lunch.. my slippers were spoiled.. both sides were broke down so i hav to go back to PMO without wearing shoes.. so hot.. XD

3. Den.. teacher gave me a bad whistle to blow di guan.. the stupid sound made me so embarrassing.. all the ppl were laughing at me.. lol..

4. After that.. raining.. my umbrella suddenly spoiled.. not raining cat and dog.. so just get a bit wet..but i was bringing my flute back.. my di mo.. haiz..

5. My legs.. pain.. coz wearing a small size unwanted school shoes..

6. Sight-read need to change.. and the questions too..

7. Forgot to put the radio from J into room.. later get confiscate..

8. Couldnt discuss the board together.. time is rushing towards us..

OMG.. i wanna sleep now.. to forget these unlucky stuff..

Tomorrow is a lucky day...

OMG..

OMG.. my short-sightedness reading increased...
left eye 295.. right eye 200..
Arg..
if after 3 years i get into 1000++ den how??
Help me!!!
(who said sap sap water de yesterday.. huh..)

And i have cut my hair..
Yerr very ugly..
like a sweet potato head..

Yesterday i studied the add maths chapter one.. Function..
Not so bad but i hav to spend a lot of time to do a question..
Gambateh ba...

Yesterday ruey ying sms me..
said that she may not able to get in the guan mo hui tomorrow..
As her second finger injured.. cut by a big garden scissors..
Hopefully never cut off.. but she said the wound quite deep and bleeding quite a lot..
Haiz..
Hope she can get well soon and try to get in the practical and od..
i think no problem la..
she can play the songs just view once..
Gambateh in recovering..
Jia you!!!

Hey J and Des..
when u all wanna reopen ur blog..
i await for the blog..
haha..
U two so good in art den i am sure ur blog will be very amazing..

The Jianz..
update la..
if i write on ur chatbox sure i will kena scold..
but plz update la..

many ppl said that i always thing too much..
I noe but i dunnu the limitation between "caring" and "think too much"..
If i talk too much den i will kena scold that i think too much..
haiz..

I Dont know what to doo..
please tell me..
can we get back what we had?

Good out weight the bad-Elliot Yamin

My status now...

My status now...

Weather:Heavily.. not raining but very cold..
Situation:Very busy..
Feeling: a bit sad and emo
Problems facing now:
a)no one is visiting my blog..
b)hard to decide the instrument arrangement for each windy in every songs
c)lonely T.T
d)Piggy(Jianz) is going to China.. T.T
e)Mr Wong gave a bad di mo..

Stuff that have not settle yet:
a)The sight-read..
b)The practical..
c)The report..
d)The sitting plan for theory exams..
e)Form 1's plan after exams..
f)Add maths.. Chemistry.. Bio..
g)Haven key in the marks for Guan Mo Hui..
Relationship: Not well.. either friendship or....

People that feel Bu Shuang: Yes!!! She is very Jia.. pretending pity.. wanna ppl to concern bout her..
Seniors: Both of them good..
Juniors: Playful and very 38.. lol
Anything to share?:Yes!! Gambateh..

What happened to my frenz?

Remember when I used to make you smile?
Now I'm feeling it's been a while
So I got to know the truth
Can we make it though?
Tell me what to do
Because I'm starting to ask myself

Good Outweight the bad-Elliot Yamin

Hey..
I found something very annoyed these few days??
Y har??

Y many ppl become so Emo??
Y all my frenz become so anti-social?
Y all my frenz become very unhappy these few days?

One guy he less reply my message..
One guy he privated his blog..
One guy he never contact with me since we never meet each other?

Hey..
now is not the end of the world..
Y i feel that the communication system is useless now?
no one can answer me?
Just say "hi" when we pass by!!?

Y should i endure this situation?
Coz i m ur frenz..
Of coarse not if u r not treating me as ur frenz..
Plz at least tell me..
Wat happened to u all???
Huh??

I know sometimes i couldnt help much..
But at least u let me know and release ur stress to me also nvm..

I gotta crazy..
I always ask myself..
I always think that m i only the person to sacrifice for them..
In Chinese we called 一厢情愿..
I really dun mind..
But i started to doubt my scarification..
Am i doing not gud enuf??
I m so stupid huh??

All i did not enuf to stand many ppl..
many ppl can get many things without doing anything..
But i feel like i did many things but i cant get wat i want..
Argh...
Many secret hide inside my heart..
But i cant tell everyone though..

Haiz..
I am now denying the function of communication system present now!!!