My status now...

My status now...

Weather:Heavily.. not raining but very cold..
Situation:Very busy..
Feeling: a bit sad and emo
Problems facing now:
a)no one is visiting my blog..
b)hard to decide the instrument arrangement for each windy in every songs
c)lonely T.T
d)Piggy(Jianz) is going to China.. T.T
e)Mr Wong gave a bad di mo..

Stuff that have not settle yet:
a)The sight-read..
b)The practical..
c)The report..
d)The sitting plan for theory exams..
e)Form 1's plan after exams..
f)Add maths.. Chemistry.. Bio..
g)Haven key in the marks for Guan Mo Hui..
Relationship: Not well.. either friendship or....

People that feel Bu Shuang: Yes!!! She is very Jia.. pretending pity.. wanna ppl to concern bout her..
Seniors: Both of them good..
Juniors: Playful and very 38.. lol
Anything to share?:Yes!! Gambateh..

What happened to my frenz?

Remember when I used to make you smile?
Now I'm feeling it's been a while
So I got to know the truth
Can we make it though?
Tell me what to do
Because I'm starting to ask myself

Good Outweight the bad-Elliot Yamin

Hey..
I found something very annoyed these few days??
Y har??

Y many ppl become so Emo??
Y all my frenz become so anti-social?
Y all my frenz become very unhappy these few days?

One guy he less reply my message..
One guy he privated his blog..
One guy he never contact with me since we never meet each other?

Hey..
now is not the end of the world..
Y i feel that the communication system is useless now?
no one can answer me?
Just say "hi" when we pass by!!?

Y should i endure this situation?
Coz i m ur frenz..
Of coarse not if u r not treating me as ur frenz..
Plz at least tell me..
Wat happened to u all???
Huh??

I know sometimes i couldnt help much..
But at least u let me know and release ur stress to me also nvm..

I gotta crazy..
I always ask myself..
I always think that m i only the person to sacrifice for them..
In Chinese we called 一厢情愿..
I really dun mind..
But i started to doubt my scarification..
Am i doing not gud enuf??
I m so stupid huh??

All i did not enuf to stand many ppl..
many ppl can get many things without doing anything..
But i feel like i did many things but i cant get wat i want..
Argh...
Many secret hide inside my heart..
But i cant tell everyone though..

Haiz..
I am now denying the function of communication system present now!!!

Gambateh

Hmm...
Tomorrow is going to watch 2012 with Hao Jian and Zi Xin...
Gotta sleep early as the Piggy wanna watch the earliest..
Hmmm..
Den i hav to go earlier than him..
To buy the ticket..

Den we will meet up with Lam lam..
Den hav a lunch at Giant..
Den i will give a surprise to my sister..

Hey yo..
To all the Form 5...
Gambateh in ur SPM!!!
Gud Luck..
Jia You!!!

Wish u all the best...

Cautions.. u may SMS me if u dunnu how to answer some of the question.. i will findout for u haha..

(Just Kidding.. Dun catch me..)

Happy.. haha

Ha.. Today i was very happy..
As Mr Wong said that i blow the 拉萨行to a ghost story..
The feeling is there... hahaha..
But i wont brag it all away..
Coz i still hav other stuff to improve to..

And tomorrow i will be the first day to be a judge for the 观摩会..
Very exited.. and i will made my juniors die in my hand.. wahahaha..(Just Kidding)

Yea.. many ppl hav no visit my blog now..
My blog really alike dying..
haiz..

Many things are not under my control..
Maybe...

Tomorrow i hav to go to PMO earlier..
To prepare the tables and chairs...
Can i ask some tables from band??
Maybe..

Very busy with the exams these few days..
And today i had broke the rules..
I do other stuff when practice is going..(Exam's stuff)
Sorry ya Amy.. No next time ok?

Haiz..
Now my chest got the big impression of hand of Jianz, and Chi Han..
Walao.
They both bian tai one..
Always beat my chest..
But i got beat back too..
Hahaha
Their chest might more serious than me..
hahaha

C ya..

I hope u can limit urself..

Haiz.. Many ppl changed with the time goes by..

And i discovered that i always think too much..
Like y should i dislike her??
Y should i do such ridiculous things??
Y should i always pretending in front of her and him??
Am i a good leader??

Sometimes i feel myself very stupid??
Y should i hold such things that made me hard to do..
Should i tell her my mind straightly??

Hey, i m Zhu Zhang, Y i cant made my decision myself..
All benefits made towards u..
Y u always bias to him..
Is it becoz he dont like to voice out, pretending that he is obeying u??
But i m different..
I like to voice out if i dun like ur decision..
But i very scared i will spoil the relationship between us..
I cant even tell my best friends..
I dun wanna them to be involved in these problem..
I hope u can understand and think wat is ur limitation..
Dun over it..
Dun made me argue with u..
I hope i can keep our relationship until i leave the place..

No emo again..
Hey Tan Jie, can i go to ur house to play flute??
Hahaha..

Jianz.. Sry ya.. made u misss the bus station..
Hope u never cry on the way i went back home.. haha..

Happy Birthday to U!!!

Today is...
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James's Birthday!!!
Happy Birthday to you!!!
Wish u can play cello lagi Professional...
Hahahaa..
Can play LiberTango solo in front of public...
Den can publish ur own cello CD..
Haha...

Dying?

Hmm..
Y i feel that many ppl are saying that their blog are dying??
Dying??
means No update??
No visitor..
No changes of the skin?
...

Hey guy..
dont like these la..
just update..
i know not everyone can face to the computer often..
But at least let us know what r u thinking..
(But many ppl prefer Facebook.. faster)
Haiz..
Technology is updating every moment..
Next second..
a new stuff may take over this stuff..

Is it the new stuff is better that the stuff b4?
Sometimes i dont think so..
Erm..
It's difficult to explain..

Erm..
many things i cant tell to everyone..
Not all the secret can be told to each other..
not afraid that the listener will tell the secret to others..
But is afraid that he/she will become suffer with these..
Becoz the secrets are related to his/her frenz..
if i m doing these..
I really alike wanna destroy the relationship between them..
So..
i rather keep quite..

Haiz..
I really hope that i can take a class..
Telepathy class..
To know what are they thinking..

Ha..
Professor Xavier..
My idol.. haha..

Emma Frost..
My idol too.. XD

A trip to Psychology Workshop..

Hmmm..
Today when i reached school..
Jia Ying told me that she wanna scold haoJian..
Coz last time he scolded Jia ying as she booked the trips for the whole week..
But Hao Jian today also got a trip to Psychology Workshop with me..
LOL..

Anyway..
The trip is very fun..
All they talk about the careers, the field in psychology...
And the personality test also very accurate for me..
The lecturer group us based on the test..
And prove his experiment based wat we have drawn..
I m the B person..

This is wat i hav drawn..
(the bricks was drew very detail...)

Which mean that i m a detail and accurate person..
Like an Owl...
Haha..
Erm..
quite accurate..
I mean i really a 完美主义de person..
I like everything is perfect and i will not easily get satisfied for what i had done..
Hmmm..
Correct!!

And Hao Jian and Lian Foong are A person..
Peaceful and happiness is the important..
Like a dove...

Oh.. ya..
These test is named as DOPE Test...
D, O, P, E is represented as 4 bird representative..
They are Dove.. Owl.. Peacock.. And Eagle..
1. Dove..
Peace and happy person..
-They are simple.. Peace and happiness go first..
-Easy to forgive ppl..

2. Owl
Detail and accurate person..
-They wanna perfect.. Do not satisfy easily..
-always logical thinking and have a long term memory..

3.Peacock..
Fun, Emotional, Action person..
-Fun is the most important..
-Emotional..

4. Eagle..
Fast and high leadership person..
-Always like to win..
-prefer to give instructions instead of listening of instructions..

Hmmm.
And one more thing..
Justin Yap..
The lecturer quite Leng Zai..
Wen how's heart sank when Justin is owned..
Hahaha..

Today i...

Erm..
today i was very stupid..
Y do i involved in the trouble between two ppl..
All i heard but i cant help to solve the problems between them..
Both r friends but i cant bocor too..
Now i wish i never know bout it b4..
Arr..
Stupid...
Stupid..
Stupid.

Erm..
Today i m quite shameful..
Y do i write those stupid stuff in stupid grammar to J in his Birthday Card..
Argg..
Hope he wont laugh at me ..
I wish he can cherish the stuff la..

Erm..
Today i m quite happy too..
Coz Hao Jian very high today..
I will happy if my frenz happy too..
And Shi Yi ar..
Cheer up ok??
C u like having many troubles all the time..
Can u tell me??

Erm..
Today i m quite funny..
That Kai Hui say that i do not hav the qualification to be a Air Stuff..
I m not tall enuf..(i hav at least 167cm ok.. At least taller than u..><)
I m not handsome enuf..( Hey, i hav a drug like "Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde".. can transform de ok..)
I m wearing a lens..( Hey, do u know this world hav a stuff call contact lens??)
Next time u will see me at aeroplane.. serving u with only plain water.. Huh!!
Ha..
i am not angry but i am happy..
Coz have somebody chat with me during He zou..( sry lo Mr. Wong.. just chat a bit..><)

Erm..
Lifeless..
But i think i will be very busy..
Coz my job as a dizi leader and exams leader will be coming soon..
Gambateh!!
haha..