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I learnt something..

2010-02-13T17:19:00.002+08:00

Ya..
I learnt something..
From my Chinese Teacher.. Pn Teng..
"不是你的就不是你的，是你的就是你的。。勉强来也没有用.."
Now i turning my head to the pass..
watching back my post..
I really a silly guy through these few years..
Doing anything for others just to get back something..
So naive..

Now i already form 4.. and i promised to myself..
Not to be so naive..
Accept anything with opened heart..
Nothing to be worried..
if no one like u or care about u..
So what? the most important thing is i hav to care about myself..
Now the homework for form 4 is getting harder and harder..
I hav no time to think about the silly things..

To XXX..
So sry as i refuse to go and watch the movie with u..
i noe u wan me to be happy and join ur friends..
As i really dun wanna lie to myself and pretending to be very mighty..
If i go along with u and him.. i m sure i will be left alone..
do u still remember last few times.. u used to invite me to go and play around with him..
Den i didnt go with u..
So sry.. now i really dun want to lie at u..
If next time u go with the guy who i never recognize..
Or the guy is very close to u de.. den u no need to invite me..
I am not a small gas person.. just i very hate the feeling to be left alone..

i hope u will never see the message above..
I dun wanna hurt u and ur friends..
I just want to be honest at u..

Well..
Today is new year eve..
After 12am for today.. i shall never become an emo guy..

"别人不管你，不疼你，不为你着想，不要紧..So what??
只要你对你自己好不就行了吗？”
邓碧妃老师。。

Lastly Happy Chinese new year....

Hey..

2010-01-17T13:07:00.002+08:00

So boring these few days..
Haiz..
I dunnu how to describe my feelings..
Wanna do revision everyday.. or just enjoy the life of form 4 these few weeks..

Erm..
Now i m very busy with the exams project...
Haiz..
Many things to do like keeping the documents..
For my conclusion..
Haiz..
Many ppl get very low's marks..
Especially for the 古代历史...
the lowest can get 0 mark..
OMG..

Haiz..
Dun sad la my friend..
haha..

Long time didnt update..

2010-01-09T23:05:00.002+08:00

Quite along time i didnt update..
haha..
N i wanna talk about my teacher..
My form teacher is Miss Teoh Yin Xuan...
So nice..
And i like her add maths teaching skill..
i like it..Quite fast but i can understand what is she teaching..
wahahaha...

And i "resign" to be a kk...
as i think i will hav not enuf time to enjoy my morning tea..
No way...
And i swear..
I wont become a kk as i m a not a clean ppl...
haha...

Haiz so fast the time pass by..
Form 4 edi..

The reason for never updating is i spent my own sweet time with...
with..
my...
new hand phone..
C510
So shiok..
Thx mammy...
haha..

Many stuff i haven't settle down...
Like the exams and the form 4 stuff..
I hav to rush..

And these few day i keep dreaming..
I was dreaming that i hav became a bio teacher and teaching in catholic high..
I like bio..
Bio is the study of life
many boys like physic but i like bio..
haha..
And be a teacher is also my ambition too..
So that i can torture my students like how the teachers torture me in school life-time..
haha..

If i really become a teacher..
i hope i can be a bio and bc teacher..
Bc and bio..
Not match ha..
But i like bio and BC too..
The children of this century cannot handle the Bc very well..
Even their parents or grandparents or grand-grandparents are Chinese too..
I m a Chinese so i think i should hav the responsibility to introduce the correct Chinese to our new generation...
Quite great ha?
haha..
I think so..

Who can be my principal after 10 years?
Madam Lee?
Or Choo Hao jian?
haha..

ok..
C u next time..

Update??

2009-12-15T00:10:00.005+08:00

Ha..
Long time didnt update..
Haiz..
I think i hav addicted to computer edi..
Almost everyday gonna touch it once..
The computer more than my lao po edi..
haha

Haiz..
So sienz these few days..
Piggy went to china.. haven come back i think..
Jaykerr is going to work.. haha.. so nice..
my mom dont let me to work.. as she said..
"STUDY"
(i never study too.. haha)

My mom and i watch series everyday..
宫心计，富贵门，廉政行动..
And my favorite movie too..
Wolverine the origin..
I know it a bit too late but at least i got watch it rite??
haha

I think i am very naive..
Last week..
I asked my mom to buy a power rangers movie to me..
She didnt buy.. T.T
Nvm..
I buy when i grown up..

last saturday..
I saw a "jelly" in 7-Eleven..
At first i wanna buy de..
But Chin How stopped me..
Den i c more accurate..
It is a condom!!!
Omg..
Luckily i didnt buy..
Or else the cashier must laugh me..
(Y har.. it really packed like jelly.. for what???)

Hey..
I think this song is very nice and i post it here.. sing in Cantonese..
Alike my situation also... haha..

两生关—谢安琪
命运根本喜爱弄人贱贵没遗漏
最痛爱的一切鲜有永久
莫逆之交恩怨情仇大多到白头
人越是不想去放手偏要放手

有难时我是朋友割蓆时与我分左右
转过头分开走大事蹂躏然后要我将摊子收
从前双生怎会到日后沦落变双黑的对手
就为了酒色私利慾和求回赠我开封的匕首
爱得深厚却不足够我认识你确未透
难道天公要我在跟你绑脚走
敌视至死分忧

实在看不透

双生怎会到日后沦落变双黑的对手
就为了一己私利便幪头忘掉我当天跟你手
我不足够爱得不够怠慢将你挽救
难道天公要我目睹你别望后遗憾至死分忧

Envy.. hate.. like

2009-12-05T19:25:00.004+08:00

I very envy the person who could play piano...

I very envy the person who very handsome.. many girls are admiring him..

I very envy the person who can go oversea to study or travel..

I very envy the person who can speak English very well..

I very envy the person who have many friends going around them..

I very envy the person who very rich.. can buy anything..

I very envy the person who have girl friend(s)..

I very envy the person who can eat beef..

I very envy the person who have very well's body shape(strong)..

I very hate the person who like to pretend to be very pity.. waiting for the ppl to concern bout them..

I very hate the person who lie at me..

I very hate the person who always show off what they have..

I very hate the person who do not appreciate anything..

I very hate the person who take over on me..

Haha..
I like my friends..

I like my family..

I like my junior..

I like to pay instead of receive..

I like to care my friends, family and juniors..

I like to be a half leader and half follower..

I like to make my ppl around me happy instead of feeling pity on me..

I like X-Men

I like PMO..

Haha!!!

Unlucky today...

2009-12-02T00:21:00.003+08:00

Yer..
Very unlucky today..

1. I called up by a police today's morning.. He was calling me to translate a guy's from chinese to Malay.. Btw.. the guy know how to speak English.. so i was continue going to school..

2.Den.. as i go for a lunch.. my slippers were spoiled.. both sides were broke down so i hav to go back to PMO without wearing shoes.. so hot.. XD

3. Den.. teacher gave me a bad whistle to blow di guan.. the stupid sound made me so embarrassing.. all the ppl were laughing at me.. lol..

4. After that.. raining.. my umbrella suddenly spoiled.. not raining cat and dog.. so just get a bit wet..but i was bringing my flute back.. my di mo.. haiz..

5. My legs.. pain.. coz wearing a small size unwanted school shoes..

6. Sight-read need to change.. and the questions too..

7. Forgot to put the radio from J into room.. later get confiscate..

8. Couldnt discuss the board together.. time is rushing towards us..

OMG.. i wanna sleep now.. to forget these unlucky stuff..

Tomorrow is a lucky day...

OMG..

2009-11-26T09:46:00.003+08:00

OMG.. my short-sightedness reading increased...
left eye 295.. right eye 200..
Arg..
if after 3 years i get into 1000++ den how??
Help me!!!
(who said sap sap water de yesterday.. huh..)

And i have cut my hair..
Yerr very ugly..
like a sweet potato head..

Yesterday i studied the add maths chapter one.. Function..
Not so bad but i hav to spend a lot of time to do a question..
Gambateh ba...

Yesterday ruey ying sms me..
said that she may not able to get in the guan mo hui tomorrow..
As her second finger injured.. cut by a big garden scissors..
Hopefully never cut off.. but she said the wound quite deep and bleeding quite a lot..
Haiz..
Hope she can get well soon and try to get in the practical and od..
i think no problem la..
she can play the songs just view once..
Gambateh in recovering..
Jia you!!!

Hey J and Des..
when u all wanna reopen ur blog..
i await for the blog..
haha..
U two so good in art den i am sure ur blog will be very amazing..

The Jianz..
update la..
if i write on ur chatbox sure i will kena scold..
but plz update la..

many ppl said that i always thing too much..
I noe but i dunnu the limitation between "caring" and "think too much"..
If i talk too much den i will kena scold that i think too much..
haiz..

I Dont know what to doo..
please tell me..
can we get back what we had?

Good out weight the bad-Elliot Yamin

My status now...

2009-11-22T11:57:00.003+08:00

My status now...

Weather:Heavily.. not raining but very cold..
Situation:Very busy..
Feeling: a bit sad and emo
Problems facing now:
a)no one is visiting my blog..
b)hard to decide the instrument arrangement for each windy in every songs
c)lonely T.T
d)Piggy(Jianz) is going to China.. T.T
e)Mr Wong gave a bad di mo..

Stuff that have not settle yet:
a)The sight-read..
b)The practical..
c)The report..
d)The sitting plan for theory exams..
e)Form 1's plan after exams..
f)Add maths.. Chemistry.. Bio..
g)Haven key in the marks for Guan Mo Hui..
Relationship: Not well.. either friendship or....

People that feel Bu Shuang: Yes!!! She is very Jia.. pretending pity.. wanna ppl to concern bout her..
Seniors: Both of them good..
Juniors: Playful and very 38.. lol
Anything to share?:Yes!! Gambateh..

What happened to my frenz?

2009-11-19T21:22:00.004+08:00

Remember when I used to make you smile?
Now I'm feeling it's been a while
So I got to know the truth
Can we make it though?
Tell me what to do
Because I'm starting to ask myself

Good Outweight the bad-Elliot Yamin

Hey..
I found something very annoyed these few days??
Y har??

Y many ppl become so Emo??
Y all my frenz become so anti-social?
Y all my frenz become very unhappy these few days?

One guy he less reply my message..
One guy he privated his blog..
One guy he never contact with me since we never meet each other?

Hey..
now is not the end of the world..
Y i feel that the communication system is useless now?
no one can answer me?
Just say "hi" when we pass by!!?

Y should i endure this situation?
Coz i m ur frenz..
Of coarse not if u r not treating me as ur frenz..
Plz at least tell me..
Wat happened to u all???
Huh??

I know sometimes i couldnt help much..
But at least u let me know and release ur stress to me also nvm..

I gotta crazy..
I always ask myself..
I always think that m i only the person to sacrifice for them..
In Chinese we called 一厢情愿..
I really dun mind..
But i started to doubt my scarification..
Am i doing not gud enuf??
I m so stupid huh??

All i did not enuf to stand many ppl..
many ppl can get many things without doing anything..
But i feel like i did many things but i cant get wat i want..
Argh...
Many secret hide inside my heart..
But i cant tell everyone though..

Haiz..
I am now denying the function of communication system present now!!!

Gambateh

2009-11-17T21:40:00.003+08:00

Hmm...
Tomorrow is going to watch 2012 with Hao Jian and Zi Xin...
Gotta sleep early as the Piggy wanna watch the earliest..
Hmmm..
Den i hav to go earlier than him..
To buy the ticket..

Den we will meet up with Lam lam..
Den hav a lunch at Giant..
Den i will give a surprise to my sister..

Hey yo..
To all the Form 5...
Gambateh in ur SPM!!!
Gud Luck..
Jia You!!!

Wish u all the best...

Cautions.. u may SMS me if u dunnu how to answer some of the question.. i will findout for u haha..

(Just Kidding.. Dun catch me..)

Happy.. haha

2009-11-13T21:15:00.002+08:00

Ha.. Today i was very happy..
As Mr Wong said that i blow the 拉萨行to a ghost story..
The feeling is there... hahaha..
But i wont brag it all away..
Coz i still hav other stuff to improve to..

And tomorrow i will be the first day to be a judge for the 观摩会..
Very exited.. and i will made my juniors die in my hand.. wahahaha..(Just Kidding)

Yea.. many ppl hav no visit my blog now..
My blog really alike dying..
haiz..

Many things are not under my control..
Maybe...

Tomorrow i hav to go to PMO earlier..
To prepare the tables and chairs...
Can i ask some tables from band??
Maybe..

Very busy with the exams these few days..
And today i had broke the rules..
I do other stuff when practice is going..(Exam's stuff)
Sorry ya Amy.. No next time ok?

Haiz..
Now my chest got the big impression of hand of Jianz, and Chi Han..
Walao.
They both bian tai one..
Always beat my chest..
But i got beat back too..
Hahaha
Their chest might more serious than me..
hahaha

C ya..

I hope u can limit urself..

2009-11-12T16:21:00.005+08:00

Haiz.. Many ppl changed with the time goes by..

And i discovered that i always think too much..
Like y should i dislike her??
Y should i do such ridiculous things??
Y should i always pretending in front of her and him??
Am i a good leader??

Sometimes i feel myself very stupid??
Y should i hold such things that made me hard to do..
Should i tell her my mind straightly??

Hey, i m Zhu Zhang, Y i cant made my decision myself..
All benefits made towards u..
Y u always bias to him..
Is it becoz he dont like to voice out, pretending that he is obeying u??
But i m different..
I like to voice out if i dun like ur decision..
But i very scared i will spoil the relationship between us..
I cant even tell my best friends..
I dun wanna them to be involved in these problem..
I hope u can understand and think wat is ur limitation..
Dun over it..
Dun made me argue with u..
I hope i can keep our relationship until i leave the place..

No emo again..
Hey Tan Jie, can i go to ur house to play flute??
Hahaha..

Jianz.. Sry ya.. made u misss the bus station..
Hope u never cry on the way i went back home.. haha..

Happy Birthday to U!!!

2009-11-07T19:27:00.003+08:00

Today is...
Is...
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James's Birthday!!!
Happy Birthday to you!!!
Wish u can play cello lagi Professional...
Hahahaa..
Can play LiberTango solo in front of public...
Den can publish ur own cello CD..
Haha...

Dying?

2009-11-01T21:13:00.003+08:00

Hmm..
Y i feel that many ppl are saying that their blog are dying??
Dying??
means No update??
No visitor..
No changes of the skin?
...

Hey guy..
dont like these la..
just update..
i know not everyone can face to the computer often..
But at least let us know what r u thinking..
(But many ppl prefer Facebook.. faster)
Haiz..
Technology is updating every moment..
Next second..
a new stuff may take over this stuff..

Is it the new stuff is better that the stuff b4?
Sometimes i dont think so..
Erm..
It's difficult to explain..

Erm..
many things i cant tell to everyone..
Not all the secret can be told to each other..
not afraid that the listener will tell the secret to others..
But is afraid that he/she will become suffer with these..
Becoz the secrets are related to his/her frenz..
if i m doing these..
I really alike wanna destroy the relationship between them..
So..
i rather keep quite..

Haiz..
I really hope that i can take a class..
Telepathy class..
To know what are they thinking..

Ha..
Professor Xavier..
My idol.. haha..

Emma Frost..
My idol too.. XD

A trip to Psychology Workshop..

2009-10-27T18:06:00.003+08:00

Hmmm..
Today when i reached school..
Jia Ying told me that she wanna scold haoJian..
Coz last time he scolded Jia ying as she booked the trips for the whole week..
But Hao Jian today also got a trip to Psychology Workshop with me..
LOL..

Anyway..
The trip is very fun..
All they talk about the careers, the field in psychology...
And the personality test also very accurate for me..
The lecturer group us based on the test..
And prove his experiment based wat we have drawn..
I m the B person..

This is wat i hav drawn..
(the bricks was drew very detail...)

Which mean that i m a detail and accurate person..
Like an Owl...
Haha..
Erm..
quite accurate..
I mean i really a 完美主义de person..
I like everything is perfect and i will not easily get satisfied for what i had done..
Hmmm..
Correct!!

And Hao Jian and Lian Foong are A person..
Peaceful and happiness is the important..
Like a dove...

Oh.. ya..
These test is named as DOPE Test...
D, O, P, E is represented as 4 bird representative..
They are Dove.. Owl.. Peacock.. And Eagle..
1. Dove..
Peace and happy person..
-They are simple.. Peace and happiness go first..
-Easy to forgive ppl..

2. Owl
Detail and accurate person..
-They wanna perfect.. Do not satisfy easily..
-always logical thinking and have a long term memory..

3.Peacock..
Fun, Emotional, Action person..
-Fun is the most important..
-Emotional..

4. Eagle..
Fast and high leadership person..
-Always like to win..
-prefer to give instructions instead of listening of instructions..

Hmmm.
And one more thing..
Justin Yap..
The lecturer quite Leng Zai..
Wen how's heart sank when Justin is owned..
Hahaha..

Today i...

2009-10-23T19:14:00.003+08:00

Erm..
today i was very stupid..
Y do i involved in the trouble between two ppl..
All i heard but i cant help to solve the problems between them..
Both r friends but i cant bocor too..
Now i wish i never know bout it b4..
Arr..
Stupid...
Stupid..
Stupid.

Erm..
Today i m quite shameful..
Y do i write those stupid stuff in stupid grammar to J in his Birthday Card..
Argg..
Hope he wont laugh at me ..
I wish he can cherish the stuff la..

Erm..
Today i m quite happy too..
Coz Hao Jian very high today..
I will happy if my frenz happy too..
And Shi Yi ar..
Cheer up ok??
C u like having many troubles all the time..
Can u tell me??

Erm..
Today i m quite funny..
That Kai Hui say that i do not hav the qualification to be a Air Stuff..
I m not tall enuf..(i hav at least 167cm ok.. At least taller than u..><)
I m not handsome enuf..( Hey, i hav a drug like "Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde".. can transform de ok..)
I m wearing a lens..( Hey, do u know this world hav a stuff call contact lens??)
Next time u will see me at aeroplane.. serving u with only plain water.. Huh!!
Ha..
i am not angry but i am happy..
Coz have somebody chat with me during He zou..( sry lo Mr. Wong.. just chat a bit..><)

Erm..
Lifeless..
But i think i will be very busy..
Coz my job as a dizi leader and exams leader will be coming soon..
Gambateh!!
haha..

Am i small gas..

2009-10-22T21:39:00.003+08:00

Erm..
sometime i try to ask myself..
am i a small gas person..
or am i sensitive..
or everyone is think like that..

Erm..
i hate the person who always pretending like..
..dont know this..
scared bout this..
scared bout that..
then hope the ppl to concentrate on him/her..

What shi yi asked sometimes i still couldn't find the answer:
付出是不是不求回报的。。
求回报的是不是好人。。
可是，人付出了是不是至少要求一点点回报。。
一点点不会过分吧？？

sometimes i even think myself am i a fool..
a stupid person always pay enough afford..
But no one can understand..
or i cant get anything..

Am i always the loser??
lose anything included friendship??

I cannot share or tell anyone..
scared i will hurt my best friend..
Or scared to be thought that having other purpose for me by doing so..

But..
I like to pay out more than get something from ppl..
Coz i can do my very best..
to achieve something..

Haiz..
Lifeless..
lifeless..

Happy Birhtday to u!!

2009-10-18T12:33:00.008+08:00

Hey..

Today is..
Is...
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Jaykerr's Birthday..
Yahoo!!

Happy Birthday to u!!!
Wish u always gud luck all the time..
And all the best..
Ha..

It's show something..

2009-10-18T00:54:00.002+08:00

As many ppl know..
Tan Jie maybe will not be teaching us next week..
(The reasons.. plz visit our blog)

When we knowed this case..
We, the windy members started to do something..
My juniors and i posted something very touching on our blog..
Kai Hui decided to discuss this case with Pn Loo..
And the Chuen Hong created a group at Facebook..
We, the windy are thinking the ways to reserve Tan Jie..
I know Pn Loo has her own stand and reason to do so..
I know the reason is to cut the cost..

But as we know we cant play well without him..
From this case,
I discovered a stuff..
Actually the windy all have united to do something with it..
I feel very happy..
We still haven know the outcoming yet..
But we will still do our best..
To reserve Tan Jie..

And now Hao Jian and i are the leaders of OD and Exams project respectively..
We will do our best too..
Two best friends can do the best job together with our best afford..
(So do u know why we always cannot to be put together in a same project?)
Hey..
Welcome to ask for my help anytime ok?
We will do it together..

United We stand,
Together we success!!

Almost end of the year..

2009-10-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

Haih..
Today i did the last paper in PMR, BC paper1..
The teacher very yong sui,
Almost all the class's papers were collected but mine haven't yet..
All the ppl shouted very loudly..

But i was thinking,
This is the last Multiple-Choice-papers in my life..
Next year no more..
Many essay..
So i hav to buy many pen lo..
No need pencil edi..

And last two days,
I took out the photo from my drawer,
Wao, i was so young at three four years ago..
When i was standard 6, many ppl still having baby face but now no more..
Many ppl have turned into a samseng..
I saw them.. yerr..
Many ppl changed..
From very short to tall now..
From white smooth face into pimple face(me lo)

Now i am waiting for the results..
Hope i can get 8A la..
Tomorrow gotta return the books to school..
I think i will always stay at hua yue ting n ZZZZ(sleep)
Haha
Bye bye KT..

Yeah.. my comp is backed

2009-10-12T17:15:00.009+08:00

Yahoo. my comp is backed..
The repairman very nice..
installed a lot of new software into my comp..
My hard disc was spoiled.. many days never online leh yamgong..
Thx ya Mr.Repairman..
Haha..

About the PMR..
Thx for the support given from many ppl..
Thx..
And i think i can score..
Erm..Yea..
Like Jia Ying, Ee-shuen, Xue Ying, Hao Jian, Wen Hao..
All can score 8A..
All subjects quite easy and i think i did well and my best..
No worried..
Tomorrow is PMR last day..
KH and BC..
Jia You..
And a bad news..
The Form 1,2,4 and 5 students..
Ur hols have almost finish..
But my happy hour will coming soon..
haha..

Hei, I highly recommend u to watch this serial.. 情迷贝多芬.. Beethoven Virus..
Very yeng..
All about the music and orchestra..
PMO should have a look with it..

He is the conductor..He is the trumpet guy.. and a yeng conductor

She is the president of the orchestra..

Nice to watch..

My Aunt passed away

2009-10-02T14:41:00.005+08:00

Hai.. today when i backed to home..
My mum told me a very serious stuff..
My aunt passed away..
Becoz of cancer..
She fight with the cancer for a year..
Last time when i saw her was on Chinese new year..
She became very thin even i can see her face dented inside..
But she was still pretending..
she said she was on diet..
But we know..
She must be very in tortur..

Actually..
We meet each other only on Chinese New Year..
She will give me quite a big number of money..
Now..
Haiz..
Tonight i hav to go to Gombak..
To visit her..
And i hav to attend her ceremony on Sunday..
Quite a sad day..

Yesterday Pn Chan Yoke Bee have gave the report card, and other documents to us..
She said we hav to keep the documents carefully..
Then pass to the from teacher next year..

Now i only realize..
On the day we finished the PMR..
A new batch will replace 3A6..
I, as the monitor for 3A6, never hate this noisy class b4..
The classmates so playful..
But i know.. We will miss each other..
I miss Pn Chan so much..
I hope that she can be my chemistry teacher for next year..
(better if she is my form teacher next year, and i might be her monitor again..)

I will miss Pn Vivian too..
She always bullied by me..( Not bully la.. just always ask her not to give homeworks to us..
Or ask for resting...)

So..
We hav to cherish anything we are having now..
We dun hav a timing machine..
To bring ourselves into past..
We can only flash back.. and regret..
What we can do now is..
Cherish our family, and friendship..

Nothing can compare with family and friendship..
Even money..
That's why Digi hav "Friends n Family"

Family..

Friendship.

Ok.. i change the name..

2009-09-28T14:35:00.007+08:00

Ok..ok i change the name..
The name that i mentioned on Hao Jian's wishes..
Maybe it's too obvious..( its really too obvious)
Pooi ling laugh for non-stop..
She wanna kill me..
and JianZ will PaiSeh..
So..

Attention please!!
From now on..
The her name i change to E.............

Hey..
today i got my exam's result..
I get 82.65% in my average and i am the top 3 in my class..
Yeah!!
It's very miracle i think..
This is the highest average in these 3 years..
in the final exams at the last year..
So..
Quite happy lo..
But i never show my happiness to him..
scared he will depress..

And Jianz like my birthday gift..
He said maybe he will use it later..
i feel happy too..
But if he do not use also nvm..
I also never mind it.. just do my little job as a best friend..

And today's science paper..
Many ppl get the original copy from other school..
But i never ask for it..
As i wanna test my own ability..
Erm..
Paper1 quite easy..
I spent about half an hour to do it..
Den i use the rest of the time to imagine..
My X-men team..
Like how we all be united to defeat the Magneto..
But paper 2 quite challenging.. as there are many explanation..

I miss my junior..Hope that i can meet them as soon as possible..

Less than 2 weeks to PMR..
A bit pressure..
I know it's not as hard as school exams..
But still a bit scary..

Many ppl in Plock( facebook's game) higher than me already..
I hav to be faster..
Haha..
But focus on my study first..
Haha..

Happy Birthday to u!!

2009-09-26T11:24:00.007+08:00

Yeah..
Today is..
.....
....
...
..
.

Choo Hao Jian's birthday!!!

Yahoo!!

Yipee!!

Wish u always kao dao E............

And gud luck in PMR..

Wuahahahaha..

My hols..

2009-09-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

Haiz..
My hols are getting less n less..
still got 3 days..

Erm.. Actually my hols this time never wasted..
I do my homework and exercise on morning..
And many extended tuition class too..
Den i online on nite..
Not bad..
Can chat with friends..
Chill and relax lo..
XD

I signed up to a facebook..
Still dunnu wat it's function..
just follow my sis to sign up..

And i think that problem many time..
If he go and manja with girls..
is normal rite..
How could he manja with me..
haha

Friends are ur raincoat, but not ur shirt..
They cannot stick with u all the time..
But if they lend out their hands or ear to u when u r in trouble..
They r really ur gud friends..

I hav to cherish wat i having now..

So..
Just concentrate on my PMR first..
Later den think bout my plan to "kill" my junior..
Evil training..
Den they will become the another Chen Jie..
Wuahahaha..

My Skill?? No way!!

2009-09-22T18:49:00.000+08:00

Erm..
Last Sunday, i received a call from my uncle..
He said he wanna bring me to orphanage on Saturday...
Not asking me to live at there la..
He wanna visit the orphans there...
And maybe buy some clothes for them..
For Hari Raya..

I said OK..

But..

He carried on talking..
He said he want me to bring along my flute..
To entertain the orphans there..
(He thought i can go on stage at terengganu, den quite geng..)
(Definately wrong ok.. i just stand on there and wait for die.. haha)

Oh My gosh..
I quickly said i have PMO practise on that day..
And i will hav a important meeting there..
After that, i will go to Hao Jian's house and study until the next day(PMR is coming soon i said)..

So..
i can only pass my a little donation to my uncle and ask him to give the orphans..

I cant entertain them but can torture them i think..
My dizi skill?? No way!!
Later the newspapar will publish in my photo..
"A student from CHS made the orphans at *** deaf..."

Haha..
Next time i hav to ask Hao Jian to entertain Ee-shuen first..
See work or not..
den later i will ask him to entertain the elders..
Haha..

Haiz..
Maybe Jia Vei is right..
Friends cannot be around all the time..
Once elder, all the friends will become bussier for them stuff..
Not easy to get along with u oftenly..
espeacially at holidays..
Everyone hav their other friends..
Dating with girl friend also got..

So we hav to appreciate lo..
><

My 50th post

2009-09-21T22:22:00.001+08:00

Yahoo!!!!
Yipee!!!
Yoyoo!!!

Finally reached my 50th post..
Jia You..
I know still cannot catch up Jay & Des..
They have reached 142 posts..
Waliao...

Ok lo..
Gambateh for it..
And the "Guest"
Erm..
so sorry i dunnu who u r..
But i will appreciate ur advise..

But sometimes..
Haiz..
Dun wan to talk about the sad sad things on this 50th post..
Haha..

Erm..
my PMR leave not more than 3 weeks..
I am too boring..
no more stuff to read about..
But i will continue to do all the past year question..
or other workbooks from my tuition..

Jia you ba..
haha...

Am i alone?

2009-09-19T21:20:00.000+08:00

Dunnu y..
My internet's connection not so good..
Now only can hav a new post..

Dunnu y..
My phone never ring for these few days..
Maybe somebody balik kampung for Hari Raya..
Or busying with final exams n PMR..
Wanna SMS..
But dunnu send to who..
Hao Jian? Jaykerr? ShiYi?
scared i will waste their credit bcoz of my boring topic..

Haiz..
Sometime i was thinking foolish..
If that things happened on me..
Will my friends come and support me??
So foolish huh??
So foolish is it??

One day hao jian ponteng to my class and asked me somethings..
"Hey.. these girls in one gang?"
"Yes.."
"Hey.. Jia ying n those girls always in one group?"
"yea"
And that Chan Meng Yan go n Kao lui?"
"Yup"
"And Lock Win always with those guys?"
"yap"
"How about u?"
"i just sit here n do my own stuff.."
"U dun feel lonely meh?"
I couldnt answer him..

Do i like to be left alone?
Or i think i hav already be aloned..
Just hav a few frienz going around me..
But..
M i anti-social??

My mum said..
Every hols..
If no practise in PMO..
I can stay at home for whole week..
Even never step out for 1 minute..
These hols also the same..
She ask me to go outside n chat with my friends..
I said they all live quite far away from me..

Haiz..
Maybe i'm really anti-social..
But maybe not so serious as Lian Foong..

PMR is coming..
Haiz..
I hope i can get the exams right after this hols..

My X-Men Team

2009-09-17T23:37:00.003+08:00

Erm.. today is Jia Ying, Lee ying and Chun Wai's birthday..

Happy Birthday!!

See u all so nice..

Still got somebody remember ur birthday..

No one will remember my birthday since primary school..

haha

Not jealous u.. just envy.. haha

So sorry no time to buy the gifts to u all..

Exams..

Haiz..

Today's Gerak gempur..

I wanna cry.. coz i never think that i can do such easy paper in CHS..

So touching..

haha..

And i think i hav the ability to be a comic composer..

Coz i always like to imagine..

last time is Ultraman..

Now is X-men..

I like to turn the realistic human into my imagination..

Like..

Jay is Scott Summer(the one who hav Eye-laser)

Shiin is Jean.. (of coz la..)

Hao Jian is Iceman.. (Coz no more yeng de character)

Amy is Katty(The girl that cannot be touched.. can go through the wall one..)

MeiZhuen is Storm(coz she is a Rock girl..)

HongKen is Wolverine..( he is President..haha)

And i hav the ability like Emma Frost and Professor X.. Telepahty.. means mind reading.. yeng le...)

And finally.. Mr.Huang Hong Chang is our Professor X.. haha

i know i m so stupid..

If u c one day i m sitting alone silently.. that means i m imagine that we r fighting the other mutants..

Hahaha...

Or i really using telepathy.. to read the others mind.. haha

Erm..

i feel not happy..

Nothing to say..

speechless..

maybe i cant put it down..

Haiz...

"If i hav nothing what u want me to say?"

A lyric from Takin' Back my Love..

Oh ya.. i got all the results for trial..
Is 7A n 1B
B for English.. T.T
U c my english in blog den u know haw poor m i..
Den i hav to improve lo..
And i got the highest purata in these 3 years..
That's 82.5%..
Hope that sivik will not be added in..
Or else i die lo..

Baby

2009-09-12T19:46:00.000+08:00

Hey.. i went to Sunway Pyramid today..
My mom n my sis wanna buy some clothes..
So i was sitting at a long chair..
Kept waiting..
Den i saw a lot of baby one by one..
Acompany with their parents..
Very boring..
So i made some angry face to scare them..
Some of them laugh at me..
A baby cried becoz i stare at him..
Hahahaha..
Den his daddy find the "murder" around..
I use the newpaper to cover my face..
Hahaha..

Sometime i do like to hav a baby..
So cute..
Cute anytime..
Espeacially when they are laughing..

But sometimes i do like to turn back myself into a baby..
nothing to worry about..
like now..
Exams all the time..

Haiz..
27 more days to PMR..
No mood to study again..
i dun wan to study Sejarah and Geografi anymore..
Not becoz i got good results in these subjects..
Is i dun wan to study the same textbooks again..
Very boring de..
So i prefer to do more exercise about these subjects..

But i do study my Science more detail..
I know Science is very important..
But somebody's chapter 4 very pro edi..
No need to study that chapter anymore.. lol..

KH.. my teacher say very easy de..
Coz 40% for project.. Already fixed..
And she gave us to do the Clone PMR..
Easy dao...

Tomorrow hav to start study..
i think no more online or updating for me until Hari Raya..
(if i can hold myself.. i think impossible XD)

Form 4 n form 5.. And form 1 and 2
Gud luck for ur exams n trial..
Gambateh..><
U already know wat will happen after PMR
Wuahahahahaha..

And all the form 3..
Try our best in PMR..
No more Multiple Choice question for us next year..
Next year a lot of essay writting edi..

Haiz..

A Good Friend is..

2009-09-08T19:49:00.000+08:00

A Good Friend is..
always remind u to study during exams..
"Go study.. Go study.."
Or always wishing u
"Good luck.." or "Gambateh"
Or always asking u to sleep early for the next day's exams..

A Good Friend is..
Always chatting with u at a right time..
to release ur stress during exams..
Or always chatting with u by SMS and MSN..
No matter what topic u talk about..
He will spend his time..
And chat with u..

A Good Friend is..
Always asking for ur result after some papers..
"Hey.. How about ur exams today?"
Or he will praise u if u say "easy.. not bad.."
He will say "Good Job!!" to u..

A Good Friend is..
Praise u when u come for just only one day during study leave..
Going to settle some stuff b4 PMR..
He will say" U are a good senior.."
(Actually i m not.. just doing my job><)

So.. Honestly..
I didnt feel very stress fot these trial exams..
My mom never press me at all..
she just say"Dont get the last in ur class.. But u can get the second last.. At least u cut one person"
My friend(s) just i have mentioned..
give me support..
And always caring about u..

Mom, Hao Jian, Jay..
Thx for ur support during these exams...
Mom hav cooked Herba Chicken soup for me during this exams..
Hao Jian hav chatted with me all the time..about******
Jay is my clock master.. remind me to study.. And chatted with me..

So.. Nothing for me to request to now a day..

Take a deep breath

2009-09-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

Take a deep breath..

.....
....
...
..
.

Tala!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My coach!!! Wearing his grandma's trousers(just kidding.. dun tell him><)
Hey yo.. two smart guys here.. the left one is me and the right one is JianZ

Hey Kai Hui, laugh like that since Hong Ken was making funny with her..Hey yo.. the turtle.. the cutest..
I cant tahan them.. so smart..><(maybe i m too perasan) Till there.. farewell.. haha><

Went Back From Terengganu

2009-09-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

Yerr.. time was flowing extremly fast and i counld'nt stay myself in that apartment..
I feel very happy once i went back from Terengganu although i was not be selected into semi-final..
I feel very happy coz..
1. My bestie, Jianz got into final and get No.3. Congrats wo..
2. I hav my own sweet time and happy journy with Jianz and Jaykerr, and of course with my junior too... Really happy..
3. I feel relax when i was been there as i sleep enough in teater, bus.. now i can sleep anywhere. anytime..hahaha
4. I played Chin How's PSP all the day.. so shiok.. thx..

Erm...
I wanna thx to all the commitee that organised this wonderful trip..
like Hong Ken, Jaykerr, Desmond and maybe all the form 5 and form 4..
So sry if i didn't mention ur name..
Thx...
Although all the days are so rush, but rush with frenz, rush with junior, rush with senior, all rush together, i feel very happy.. Laugh together with Jianz(that stupid guy laugh all the day becoz of me), laugh together with my junior.. and my senior too..

Something changed since i went back from there..
Lets keep it as a secret..

Erm..
Taking exams now..
Trial..
let me post the pictures later ba..
Bye..
See ya..

2 more days to go..

2009-08-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

2 more days to go..
i will be going to Redang..
Wuahahahahahaha

I hav studied all the subject earlier than my plan b4..
Wuahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..

My sister very weird..
rearing a snail..
Found in the field..
...-.-!! sweat...

To all the frenz that r having trial after holidays..
Gambateh n gud luck..
Dont miss us too much o..
Wuahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Thx Jaykerr

2009-08-24T00:13:00.000+08:00

He is really my life counselor..
Anything i ask him..
He surely hav the way to solve it..

My junior wanna quit Hua yue..
Jay gave a lot of advice to me..
Usefull advice..

Erm..
Actually i dare not to MSN him..
Coz i think he is busy enough as he has a lot of things to do.. As increasing in age..><
No way as always annoyed him..
I dare not to SMS him coz i will waste his credit for only my stuff..

But he doesnt think like that..
He always ready to help me..
Maybe i think too much....
So grateful..

To: Mr Cheong.

So thank you for ur advice..
I really appreciet it..

Yam Cha next time..ha..

U know y i always mention about Jaykerr, Pooi Ling, Hao Jian?
Coz i hav only these a few of truly frenz..
Shi Yi also..
Just wanna let u noe..
They r my truly.. best frenz..

Dear my juniors..
I will try my best to keep u all in PMO..
Chin How, Ruey Ying, Yu Ning, Eng Sim, Chuen Hong, Yuen Fong n all my form 1..
Lets cheer up the WoodWinds group together..
U all r the members of PMO WoodWinds group.. Forever..><
Touching ha??

United We Stand..
Together We Success..
Yeah!!!

Anything for today..

2009-08-23T11:01:00.001+08:00

Erm..
Starting now..
i still haven study the Geografi and Sejarah form 2 yet..
And all the novel..
My plan is..
Study Geografi 2moro..
Sejarah Tuesday..
While the novel all in one day.. Wednesday..
On Thursday..
i will bring some Science n Maths notes to there for revision again..
Den do some exercises about these 2 subjects..
And i think enough for me coz i still nid to play at there..
Den no mood to study..ha..

To all the participant:
Gambateh for the solo competition..
Take it easy..
Just do our best..
Ha...
But i m so nervous now..
><

Haiz..

2009-08-21T21:51:00.001+08:00

Haiz.. dunnu why i cant play my flute as well at all...
Maybe so nervous..
Or my brain filled with science.. sejarah..geografi.. fomula.. and so on..
And my mouth like no energy to blow..

Today attended a meeting..
i hav to set 2 papers for PMO form 1&2 exam theory paper..
i like it.. Ha><
And i hav to comment Form 1&2 also..
It doesn't mean that Chin How hav no way to comment them..
But he cannot know the way we mark the exam as he is taking the exams too..
So..
Sorry ya..
But you really can be my good helper..
And i m sure u can play the 牧民新歌 quite well..

I think my junior can pass the exams for 2 reasons,
One is ur songs quite easy n can play well if practise oftenly..
Secondly, u all hav a nice and smart judge.. that's me!!! Lol...

Now i m waiting for the moment to touch the sand at Redang... Yahoo..

Anything for today..

2009-08-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

Erm.. today i attended the career planning talk, organized by UBK..
Quite meaningful..
I just realized, my class is much more quiet than other classes..
so noisy in lecture theater..
And the Miss Yong Moi Moi have to "kill" the hyper-noisy guys.. and the girls too.. from other classes

Maybe i would like to be a teacher??

Then today like no feeling for whole day..
Erm..
But i dunnu..
When i saw her..
i feel like dun like her..
Or she are so hateful to me..
Haiz..

Today Hao Jian had a lunch and chatted many things with me..
About the boy's stuff..
that guy fall a sleep at LRT><
Then he also help me to choose the side-read songs for the form 2's..
All the day so boring..
And i couldn't play my flute as well as before..
Also dunnu why..

when i kena 放飞机...
(he is not on purpose de la..just forgotten)
I hav no feeling too..
No angry..
But actually is not all his fault u know..
Actually i do need to ask him something de..
and as a polite manner..
i should go and find him myself and i shouldn't ask him to go and find me de..
So??
Nvm la..
i understand and i know two ways also got fault de..
Same-same ma..><
So??
No need to say sorry to me k?
and i hav to say sorry to u..
So Sorry><

Countdown...

2009-08-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

Still got 11 days to go--------Terengganu Solo Competiton..
Still got 16 days to go--------My PMR Trial..
Still got 41 days to go--------My best frenz's birthday..Hao Jian: )
Still got 52 days to go--------PMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Still got 64 days to go--------My another best frenz's birthday..Jaykerr><
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

Waiting For U

Hello.. LTNC

2009-08-15T19:50:00.000+08:00

Hello.. Long time no see..
Cant update due to the connection problem..
Many things happened within these few week..
Like installation..
Erm..

Start from now..
i wanna say "thank you"
to him

He taught me a lot and turned me into more mature..
He really taught me a lot..
like i have learnt to see a thing into difference viewing point..
like i have learnt to become silent in some situation..
and so on..

So..
Thx..
And u know who u r rite??
　><
And a guy too..
Always bring happiness to me..
U also noe who u r rite? ><

So..

2009-08-02T15:40:00.000+08:00

So did i deserve

To be Left and Hurt??

Universe

2009-07-29T20:56:00.000+08:00

Hei.. i have studied the Chapter 9 of the Science..
About the Universe..
I like the Supernova..
Once it touched any planet..
The planet will become dust..

And the Supernova can explose itself..
Turn into Black Hole..
And the Black Hole have a very, extremely strong magnetic force..
Can pull the planet around it..

Let's see the picture..
I captured them from outer space..

Supernova

Black Hole

The black Hole is pulling a planet

Nice ya..

E..Hem

2009-07-28T18:52:00.000+08:00

Hei.. Here is a "kindly" reminder to all the Form 5
If u come and curi-curi spy us about the food..
u all will hav only instant noodles on that day..

Maggie?
Cintan?
Mamee?
Mee Goreng?
Har Mee?
U choose..

I add a piece of ham..
And maybe a short sausage to u..
Special ha!!!

Make u surpise on that day ya..

Whose problem now?

2009-07-26T00:20:00.000+08:00

Sometimes..
i wish i can be the Frost(the woman that has mind reader)
i wish i can read my friends' mind..
to know are they thinking of me..
i couldn't understand what are they thinking..

One never show his own personality since we knew each other for a year..
One i have to think a lot when i want to talk with her..
One i couldn't know am i his friend or not.. Couldn't tell some secret to him as he wont understand..
One i really do not know what am i meant for him.. For knowing each other almost 3 years..
One i really feel jealous to him..
One i think she like to control me.. bully me..

I m not a pessimistic person..
But i really feel like that..
Whose problem now?
Me??
I promised to myself..
i will be loyal to my family and friends..
Am i over react?
Why they want to hide themselves form me

I can only treat him as my best friend..

I..
really..
cant understand..

What to say?

2009-07-18T18:31:00.000+08:00

Dunnu what to say..
Dunnu what to speak..

I feel lonely these few day..
Just playing Pokemon Leaf Green..
And i hav nothing to say..
Just feel lonely..

Yea ho..
what i need to do for my group..
The very very first thing is..
Clean the terrible di zi from that blue basket..

Find the one cant blow..
1. Badly tune..(some of them can blow several tune with only one hole closed)
2. Badly body(some of them can break into two pieces easily when blowing)
3. Badly bamboo(some of them hav eaten by white ant)
4. Badly smell(Just imagine.. one flute hav blew by many people from 20 years ago)

Try to repair them..
Save their life..
Clean them..
Put some glue on it..
Or spray some perfume on them..
Ask the perfume from Chin How..
Or Hao Jian..
Or Jaykerr..
I need that"For Men" perfume..

If really very terrible..
Den throw it..
save some space..
For the private di zi..

Or..
Do the experiment on them..
see whether will blow easier if merse in salt water for two days..
(i learn this from internet.. dunnu work or not...)

And do a T shape cardboard
Place at the middle
To separate the private flute and school flute..

And..
Many many things to do..
Gambateh ba..
Me and Chin How..
Aka Bobo and Aka Panda..

A lot to share..

2009-07-12T08:17:00.001+08:00

As i get a post.. i felt happy for a while.. den i stunned.. and came back to normal...
Den feel sad..
As i receive the post..
The form 5 have to go..
Once i saw Jia Ying cry, i want to comfort her at first..
Once i saw Pooi Ling, i started cry..
She really alike my sister..
care of me very much..
And lu mei.. li ying..
and Wei lian

One day we will depart..
But i never thought that's so fast..
thank you Form 5, u let me grew up...
i will contribute my effort at 华乐 anytime..
trust me..

And yesterday..
i should watch the 弦乐
Give support to Chun Chee
But i didnt go there..
So Sorry Chun Chee.
As i no transport to fetch me at midnight..
I dun want my mum wait for me at bus stop at midnight..
Too dangerous.. Anything can happen at midnight..
i dun want my mum get anything happen..
So i sacrificed my happiness..
Said no more place for me at bus to Templer Tian Hou..

So i stay at home..
Den sleep..

Hao Jian and Jaykerr..
the Act guy..
One he said:"i dun hav post de la..."
The other one he said:"Dun think too high of me.."
Den kena post pulak..

I am happy..
Coz i hav u two..
go along with me...
on my human life's road
Thx Jianz..
Thx Jaykerr..
Do u think like that too?

Leader of dizi?

2009-07-12T07:43:00.000+08:00

Erm.. i m quite surprise as i get a post from music department, that's 笛子组长. I know my "talent" in music.. But i will improve my dizi and take care of my group.. Be a good 笛子组长. I promise to my group, my senior and all my friends.. i wont make u dissapointed..trust me..

Here is the list for the new AJK(2009/2010)
行政部
团长：Hong Ken!!!
副1：Amy
副2：Desmond
文书：元婷
副：梦韵
财政：诗依
副：凯慧
总务：柔琳
副：紫玲
乐器管理：Jaykerr
副：美琪
乐谱管理：思敏
副：乐琳
资料管理：舜婷
副：文燕
下午班代表：主凝，淑睿

音乐部
首席：Hong Jian!!!
副1：美君
副2：天云
二胡组长：子昕，LamLam, Jia Ying, Hao Jian
cello&base: Ray Aun, James
琵琶组长：佳慧，雪盈
柳琴组长：嘉怡，洁盈
中阮组长：慧珊，泳希
扬琴组长：惠晴，妍荟
笛子组长：俊豪（Me),均灏
唢呐组长：廉峰
中音笙组长：Yee Wei
高音笙组长：宜燕
敲击组长：美君，启耀

Congrats to all!!! Hope that we can work together and improve 公中华乐团..
United We Stand,
Together We Success !!!

Interview..

2009-07-08T20:25:00.000+08:00

Today i have interviewed by the top 6..
Not so scared..
Not so nervous..
And i chatted with many people(Joolin, Jaykerr, Yee Wei and so on)
to "clean" the boringness"
As i enter the interview place..
i felt nothing!!
just like normal..
Once i saw Shi Jun..
I started nervous..
All the top 6 silence at all..
That Pooi Ling very fiece..
But i never scared..

The first question Shern Wern asked me about what i have written in the essay..
i forgot 1 of the points..
NVM..
Then they started asking and asking..asking and asking..
Then Shi Jun asked me about what post i want..
i said..
(u guess la)
Then they were asking me about who will be my Top 6
I said like that..
President:Hoong Ken!!!
Vice president:Lam Lam!!
2nd vice president:Jaykerr!
Music chief:Ray Aun!!!
Vice president:Tian Yoon!!
2nd vice president:Amy!

And the rest..
so sorry..
i hav to choose the best of the best..
maybe u belongs to other post and i m sure u will get the best in that post..
Ha...
And i hope i will get a post..
to give in my contribution to PMO!!
Yeah!!

Sick again

2009-07-04T20:45:00.000+08:00

Why ar??
Always sick one..
Yesterday already sick..
No mood to blow suo na..
always want to sleep..
Non-rice for 2 days already..
And that Pooi Ling is suspecting me got H1N1..
Fever only..

Sad...><
Funny la Pooi Ling..
I have prepared to be quarantine by her for the the whole week..

And that Hao Jian, quite good, so touching
got care of me..
touching..
a little bit la..
SMS me with the opening"Leng Zai"..
And know the reason of my absence with 心灵相通..
Den i suddenly recovered about half part..
Maybe the opening a truth..

Thx la.. Jianz...
Next time belanja u..

And thx Jay..
Next next time belanja u..

Den form Hao Jian and jay..
I was chosen for the chosen 1..
The new AJK..
Quite surprizing..
And i have to interview next Wednesday..

My calculator missing!!!
RM 40..
Heart pain..

And i hate the Stupid Seni..
I can get my purata over 81.25% with the 8 subject..
But that Seni..
65%
dropped me into 79.8%
And the PJPK..
waiting to die..

I hate SENI!!!!

I hate SENI!!!!

I hate SENI!!!!

Friends Forever

2009-07-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

Is it a friend's shortcoming will be discovered
after a long time's get along with?

A friend is very hard to get...

How about a best-best friend...

Really-really hard...

I am not naive now...

i know..

What should i do..

What should i say..

Every Monday i pray...

The 3 guys...

Will become my very best friends..

FOREVER...

Feel void these few days

2009-06-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

i dunnu why, feel void these few days..
Sejarah 85, Geografi 92, maths 78, K.Hidup 80..
But i am seen not very happy..

Void..
void..
void..

am i made him annoyed?

i always disturbed him(Jaykerr)
SMS him..
MSN with him..
i really afraid that i will annoyed him..
so i feel guilty...
now..
But i really need a person to listen to me now..
I apologize to him..
and maybe i m really a annoyed friend for him..

Sorry..
sorry..
sorry..

I discovered that got 3 gay in my class..
Not included me..
i m very man de ok..
Further more..
i got scar at my right hand too..
Man le?
Ask Jia ying den u will know who are gay..

Exams overed!!!

2009-06-23T14:29:00.000+08:00

Hurray.. Exams overed!!!
Now the time to update my blog..
Erm.. i thought this term's exam will be very hard..
But now i think it's harder..
But i think i can score better than last time..
Espeacially SEJARAH!!

Conclusion:
BM 1: OMG, can't imagine how many marks i can get..
BM2: Erm.. Okay..
BC1: Okay... woke up before passed up..
BC2: So touching the essay.. i love my essay.. next time post it on the blog.. u will cry for it..
BI1: I can still write the song lyrics on the paper.. Okay..
BI2: I think i improved a little bit.. thx to the blog..
Science1: Not bad.. 5 wrongs..
Science2: Waiting for die..
Maths1: Same as the first letter of Maths.. Mati lo..
Maths2: Easier than the Mathes 1
Sejarah: If not mistaken, not more than 5 wrongs
Geografi: Same-same..
P. moral: all about the "Keamanan" i dunnu..
K.Hidup(K.T): All the "perdagangan" i dunnu.. I can't be a "usahawan" or else i will "dieksploitasi" very much..
PJPK: if i can get above 70%, i marry with Hao Jian..(that means IMPOSSIBLE)
Seni: can i have champagne? No more art for me liao.. Yeah!!!
Sivik: i know only "Homestay" for the last part..

So.. waiting for the results la >.<

Happy Father's Day

2009-06-21T12:23:00.000+08:00

Happy Father's day
for all the fathers and all my friends that will become fathers..

Haiz..
About 9 years, i live without him..
I am not sad nowadays..
But sometimes when i saw some advertisements about father's day,
I will look at my mother automatically..
afraid that she will fell sad..
Erm.. if my father still here, i think he is now already 49 years old..
I would like to talk something to my friends here:( to someone who always blaming that no one is concerning about him)
Be appreciate for what are you having now..
A healthy parents aspeacially..

Althought todays is father's day, but i would also like to say,
Thank you mammy, you are also my daddy forever..

Once again..
Happy father's day..

Does she look like my sister?
Of course, she is just 39..

Dancing

2009-06-19T15:24:00.000+08:00

These few night i'm always listening to some songs..
like
*Buttons-Pussycat Doll
*Takin' back my love-Enrique Iglesias
Just imagine..
If Hao Jian dance "Buttons"..
Be the Pussycat Doll's dancer..
wearing Bikini!!!
(I wanna vomit now..)
And ask Desmond to have a pole dance with Jaykerr..
Jaykerr be the pole..
(Will his nose come out with blood?)
Sweat..

Holidays

2009-06-13T19:37:00.000+08:00

Holidays Still remain 1 day..
what have i done for these holidays?
1. PMO Camp
2. MSN
3. PC
4. Watching TV and all the DVD for TVB
5. STUDYING..

Haiz..

I am still waiting..

2009-06-10T01:26:00.000+08:00

Something that are not belongs to you,
definitely not yours,
no matter how hard you are trying to get it..

Anything..
including friendship,
How hard you pay..
maybe cannot get the whole things..
heart?
How many years..
3 years..
i have been waiting..
waiting..
and waiting..
even i have been praying..
praying..
and praying..
Nothing too..
Suddenly warmth..
Suddenly cold..

Should i give up?
No!!!
I can't..
But i really tired.. For..
Waiting..

Please..
give me 3 more years..
to understand ..
who i am waiting now..
I can only..
help that person silently..
sincerely..
and wait patiently..

GUEST

2009-06-09T13:44:00.000+08:00

i want to know who is Guest that scold me at chatbox..
To: Guest
I m not angry what you said, i m angry why you didn't show your real name when u want to say something to me..
Please la..
If u want to scold me or talk something to me..
Please respect urself and the blogger..
talk properly..
I will apologize if i did something wrong..
Please reply and talk to me..
Dun make this stupid things, ur dirty words thus dirtied my blog..
Dun 鬼鬼祟祟..
From.. Chun Hoe

No more..

2009-06-09T13:39:00.000+08:00

But now the WARM..
DRAGON..
AND
the GOLD..
Disappeared ..

Sick

2009-06-08T17:50:00.000+08:00

I went to clinic this morning, cause i got fever..
Besides, i got flu, cough until my lungs pain..
And heat and cold suddenly, Haiz, i hate to see doctor(dunnu why)
But as i went into the clinic, and saw the doctor, i suddenly "bersemangat" liao..
Cause the new doctor alike Siti Norhariza..
Den.. i think when i unluckyly sick again,
I will meet her too..
Ha..

The Ice.. the Egg.. the Lock..

2009-06-07T20:08:00.000+08:00

Maybe the ICE,
Melted..
Started able to touch the...
Warm..
In side..

Maybe the EGG,
Hatched..
Started able to get the...
Dragon..
In side..

Maybe the LOCK,
Unlocked..
Started able to carry the..
Gold..
In side..

Thx my Form 4

2009-06-05T14:03:00.000+08:00

Really thank you for u all de camp, games, foods and so on..
i know u all very tired already but u all made a memoriable camp to us, the maze,
the water games
and so on..
Really, thx Gambateh ba for the next project,
and gambateh to us too, for the next camp..

Yahoo!!! PMO　Ｃａｍｐ3

2009-06-05T11:52:00.001+08:00

4 May:We all woke up about 8am cause slept late last night, we dance happily under the guide of Form 4. Then we hav our breakfast(bread again) then we had a talk by Huang Hong Chang Teacher.. very funny la him..

Then we had our lunch. After this, we played again.. who lose have to eat their secret recipe-baby milk + vinegar. Haiz i never ate this..

Den we put back the tables and chair up to the classroom. We have our photo sesion:My form 5
Jaykerr and me..

Me and Pooi Ling..
Li Ying and me..
Shern Wen, me, and Shi Jun
my Green Group

Yahoo!!! PMO　Ｃａｍｐ２

2009-06-05T10:27:00.000+08:00

3rd May: We had a morning call today's morning about 6.30am. We all gathered at tapak perhimpunan to do the warm up exercises. Then we have to run a round for whole school. After we ran, Tian Yun ran again, she asked us to run one more round(tricked liao).. Haiz, then we were waiting at tapak perhimpunanan for the breakfast. We ate Tian Yun homemade Kaya, so sweet and smooth..

After this, we played station games, we played very hardly and we tricked by Desmond too.. We ate lime, played Dominos and so on.. We always met Jia Ying, the big mushroom.. We shouted each other.. Yea, the paint drop of f and made my shirt dirty and painted with green colour. Suddenly, a school stuff can and call me loudly:" Hei are you PMO? Boy, come here!!!" I shocked at looked around, he scolded me:" When people call u can u come quickly?" then i went towards him and he said :"where is Teng Tze Ming?" I said we are playing station games and maybe she was at her station. He said Tze Ming's mother called the school and said she had been kidnaped!! we immedietly find her and bring her to the stuff.. Please la, don't be so angry la when talking to people k? So scared de u know? At last, we got no.2 hahahahaha..

After the lunch, we gathered at sport centre and naped at there with very relaxing songs. I couldn't sleep cause i was waiting for the next games ha. i went to field and help Jaykerr and Desmond to carry the chairs and tables for the Hot games, they were doing the big maize.. Good!!

Now Hot game time!!! we played very hard and tricked Jaykerr when we played at his station, sorry ha cause we want to get champion ha.. after 2 and a half hours, we rested 1 and a half hours, for the tea.. The Water game begain.. hahahaha, the form 5 didn't care anything and went to get the water balloons and throw them, the form 4.. hahahahahaha we all threw Shi Jun too..

We got dinner too..

I slept at 3am cause i was chatting with Shi Yi..

Ｙａｈｏｏ！！！　ＰＭＯCamp 1

2009-06-04T20:43:00.000+08:00

2 May: Today's morning i receive a message form Chuen Hong. He were asking me to have a breakfast with them(form 2). I'm quite hungry on that day.. I wanted to put my luggage at school. When i walked into the school, i saw a lot of "black people" were walking down from PMO ｒｏｏｍ．Actually they are the commitee for the pmo camp. Some of them were waiting at the guard house to show the direction of the place to put the luggage. And some of them were doing the preparation of the games, foods and so on. I put my luggage at school and went out to Curry Kana House with Chuen Hong. Eng Sim and so on. While we were eating there, we saw Shern Wern, Shi Jun, Lu Mei and Shu Hueyare eating at there too. I also teached my form 2 about say "separate" in Hindu slang when the waiters come to us to pay bill. They were laughing up-side down...

So on, i registered at the counter, they said me that i didn't pass up the permission sheet. I passed up to hui Qing already leh! Never mind lo.. they put me at pink group..Ha got Li Ying there.. But they changed me to green group.. cause no any form 3 there.. Not bad got Shi Jun also.. hahahahaha..
Our group's name is " Waken Nokyo" that's " Wasabi de Wa, Chicken de Ken, Pino chio de No, Tokyo d Kyo, We are Waken Nokyo!!! Hahahahaha.

After the groups formed, we started our first games. "ice melting" . That is we have to melt the ice to get the shirt inside ang wear it. We were quite unlucky, choosed the second large ice block. Oh My Gosh, we can't melt it with put it on the hot steel above the drain, we can't also smash it. throw it or kick it. We tried to put under the teacher' car engine.. It really very big leh.. the sun also dissapeared when we were trying to melt the ice under the Sun. Lastly, we melted it with our rubed hands. And we pull the freezed shirt so hardly. The shirt is Hong Jian one..hahahahahaha..

After the lunch, we played treasure hunt.. with the clues, we have to thing about the next station.. Afateh, the malay short guy very geng de.. ran the fastest and judged the place accurately.. Haiz lose to the form 1..
We get no. 3 yes!!!

As usual we played Guardian Angel too.. i got yong xi and i gave it to Chuen Hong..haha.. and i got Shin Yi one, i tried to give it to Jaykerr but he was pretending and said "no need" jia jia..

At night we played Ghost Walking, we brought by the form 4 and blindfolded. Haiz Shern Wern was shouting afraidedly..She shouted:'' 我晚上不敢大便啊！" The form 4 were playing fool with us. they used the Jaykerr's ghost story..

We slept at 12.30am leh..

PMO　ＣＡＭＰ

2009-05-31T12:24:00.000+08:00

Ｙｅｓ！！！！
２　ｍｏｒｅ　ｄａｙｓ．．
ＰＭＯ CAMP!!!!!!!!
Gambateh My Form 4..
Yahooo...

家好月圆＆Ｕｌｔｒａｍａｎ

2009-05-30T13:03:00.000+08:00

Quite boring today..
i watched 家好月圆 about 4 times liao..
Erm.. quite good..
the 红姨 slap 荷妈 until the spectacles "flew" out..
So pain..
Ｍｙ　ｓｉｓ　ｌｉｋｅ　管家仔．．
ｂｕｔ　ｉ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｏ　ｗａｔｃｈ　ｍｙ　Ｕｌｔｒａｍａｎ．．
ｔｏｄａｙ’ｓ　ｍｏｒｎｉｎｇ．．
ｉ　ｍａｄｅ　ａ　ｄｒｅａｍ．．
Ｊａｙｋｅｒｒ　ｉｓ　Ｕｌｔｒａｍａｎ　Ｔａｒｏ（ｃａｕｓｅ　ｇｏｔ　ｍｕｓｃｌｅ　ａｎｄ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｂｏｔｈ　ｑｕｉｔｅ　ｔｈｉｎ）
Ｈａｏ　ｊｉａｎ　ｉｓ　Ｕｌｔｒａｍａｎ　Ｓｅｖｅｎ（ｃａｕｓｅ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｂｏｔｈ　ｑｕｉｔｅ　ｂｉｇ　ｓｉｚｅ）
Ｐｏｏｉ　Ｌｉｎｇ　ｉｓ　Ｕｌｔｒａｍａｎ　Ｍｏｔｈｅｒ．．（Ｄｕｎｎｕ　Ｗｈｙ）
Ｗｅｎ　ｊｉａｎ　ｉｓ　Ｕｌｔｒａｍａｎ　Ｔｉｇａ（ｖｅｒｙ　ｔｈｉｎ　ａｌｓｏ）
Ｈｏｎｇ　Ｊｉａｎ　ｉｓ　Ｕｌｔｒａｍａｎ（Ｄｕｎｎｕ　ｗｈｙ）　
Ｘｉａｎ　Ａｎｎ　ｉｓ　Ｕｌｔｒａｍａｎ　Ｊａｃｋ．．
Ｉ　ａｍ　Ｕｌｔｒａｍａｎ　Ｍｅｂｉｕｓ．．　ｈａｈａｈａｈａｈａ．．
Ａｎｄ　ｌａｓｔｌｙ　Ｓｈｅｒｎ　Ｗｅｒｎ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　Ｕｌｔｒａｍａｎ　Ｆａｔｈｅｒ．．　
Ｄｅｓｍｏｎｄ　ａｎｄ　Ｗａｉ　Ｙｅｅｎ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｍｏｎｓｔｅｒｓ（ｓｏ　ｓｏｒｒｙ．．　Ｍｙ　ｄｒｅａｍ　ｗａｓ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｈａｔ　ｄｅ．．　Ｎｏｔ　ｍｙ　ｆａｕｌｔ）
Ｗｅ　ａｌｌ　ｃｏｍｂｉｎｅｄ　ａｎｄ　ｕｓｅｄ　Ｕｌｔｒａ　Ｓｕｐｅｒ　Ｌａｓｅｒ　ａｎｄ　ｄｅｆｅａｔｅｄ　ｔｈｅ　Ｍｏｎｓｔｅｒ．．
ＵＮＩＴＥＤ　WE　ＳＴＡＮＤ．．．　ｈａｈａｈａｈａｈａｈａ．．．
　Ultraman Taro(Jaykerr)
Ultraman Tiga(Wen Jian）
Ultraman Seven(Hao Jian)
Ultraman(Hong Jian)
Ultraman Jack(Xian An)
Ultraman Father and Mother(Shern Wern &Pooi Ling)
Ultraman Mebius(Me)
　　

Pressure

2009-05-28T15:33:00.000+08:00

Dunnu why...
These few days.. i can't study..
Study for Sejarah..
Geografi..
K.Hidup..
Haiz..
I really cannot memorize what i have read..
So i force myself to memorize..
Headache...
Last two night... I was studying Sejarah...(espeacially the stupid Chapter 4)
I can't memorize...
So i force myself to memorize..
Headache...
So i went to sleep..
i dunnu y my tear will drop out..
Not crying..
Very suffering..
Start from Form 2.. i always get 80% of avearage..
this year's first exams..
i only get 78..
i afraid my mom will scold me..
But she didn't..
and she know i did the best..
but i try to study very hard..
To improve
very headache...
My mom saw me" crying"
she said she know my school's standard quite high..
And i didn't expect i will study in Catholic but Sri Permata..
So she wont force me..
But i forced myself..
forced by Edna, Wee Kee, Yee Lee, and
JIA YING!!!!
And she said if i can get 70% of avearage..
she wont scold me...
Thanks mom...
Haiz..
I dunnu how Jaykerr, Wen Jian, Hao jian can so relax..
And i try to relax now..
hope PMO Camp can make me relax and enjoy..
Jaykerr, Tian Yun, Desmond...All From 4..
Help me... plz

Preparation of exam

2009-05-22T22:37:00.002+08:00

Haiz..
Still got 3 weeks to go before exams..
I am very lazy ar...
don't know how to start..
when to start..
and what to start..
I asked many friends whether they started already?
how to start..
when to start..
and what to start..
Chinese, Malay, English, Science, Maths, Sejarah, Geografi, Kemahiran Hidup, P.moral, P.sivik, P.J.P.K, P.Seni....
Haiz..
I must get the average between 78%-85%
Or else my mom may kill me..
Gambateh ba...

失恋无罪

2009-05-21T15:03:00.000+08:00

I am always listening to 失恋无罪 by Alin..

Then my mother are always asking me:" are u 失恋?''

SWEAT....

My sister are also asking me:"are u 失恋?"

SWEAT....

Of coarse not..

Because i love this song la...

i should send this song to Hao Jian...

cause 失恋无罪...

and Jaykerr i think no need to send to him la...

this guy never 失恋><

want to beat him...

all the girls kao by him liao..

i am not his foe..><

i should send him the...

稻香...

ask him to be farmer..

dun kao all the girls gone...

or else i really have to send the 失恋无罪 to every guy liao...

Ultraman Mebius

2009-05-17T11:13:00.000+08:00

Don't know why..

i obsessed with Ultraman these few days..

i watched many Ultramen's movies on Youtube..

Ultraman, Ultraman Seven, Ace, Taro, Hikari, Nexus, Cosmos.....

But i like Ultraman Mebius the most...

If no mistaken.. Ultraman Mebius is the latest Ultraman(year 2006) before the Ultraman Galaxy..

there are a few reasons that i like Ultraman Mebius...

1st: the latest Ultraman... seen youngest and the graphic is better than all the others Ultraman's movie..

2nd: the body shape... size... He is so tough man!!! i hope that i can have this type of body shape.

3rd: the main character.. Mirai Hibino... also yeng... unlike the others... the human before transform into ultraman... ugly....

So.... i like Mebius...

see... he is so yeng...

I am still unmature.. althought i am 15..

Happy Birthday!!!

2009-05-16T22:18:00.001+08:00

Today is Hong Chang(our trainer) birthday and hua yue' 20 anniversaries
(actually not today... )..
Hong Chang's birthday is on 30th May...
While hua yue '20 anniversaries is on 5th May..
How surprising..
Shi Jun was taking the chocolate cake about 1.30pm..
all have to side-read the birthday's song...
Hong Chang have to think about 5 minutes about his wishes...
the 1st: hope that you all(hua yue members) can finish eating the cake...!!!T.T(sweat)
2nd : hope that he no need to call us Fan Shu so oftenly...T.T( sweat X 2)
3rd :................ Nothing............. (sweat dao bao)
Actually i like Hong Chang.... when he is good temper...
We like to be called "Fan Shu"...
And
We like you... hua yue!!!!
!

A memorable meeting..

2009-05-12T17:45:00.000+08:00

Today.. i attended a memorable meeting at PMO.. it's for the AJK..
At this time, I discovered that the job of a society's leader is full of challenging.
A leader may be treated unjustly... like the management of practise's time
Until 5pm man.... a few of us are always blaming that:"Are they crazy? very tired already until 5pm.. want to torture us?"
Definitely no!!
Some humans are like that... negative thinking...
Why don't you think like:" How come they will manage the time like this? Is it they want to train us to be more GENG?"
A childish, selfish but meaningful sentence" Don't assume that what PMO can do for you... think about what can you do for PMO.. "
Yea.. let's change the sentence into" Don't assume that what PMR/SPM can do for you... think about what can you do for PMR/SPM.." Study hard!!!! with the good results, can apply for schoolarship, enter a good university and so on....
Unite together... to achieve a society that well knowing in united and good in music...
Think positively....
It's possible...

Thx.. Pooi Ling...

2009-05-09T18:43:00.000+08:00

Today i'm quite happy...
coz Pooi Ling helped me to do the Mixpod..
she is really nice...
She added 另一个天堂by Lee Hom de..
I hope my readers can read my blog surrounded by the music...
Again... Thx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Pooi Ling

Amazing..........

2009-05-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

I found a amazing blog yestersday.. created by Desmond and Jaykerr...
My seniors in PMO...
They did the very amazing blog...
With music...
Vedio clip...
Picture...
I gotta improve...
Ask them to teach me how to do a amazing blog...
Better than them...
Maybe...
They are really genuis...

My Friends under trouble....

2009-05-05T14:50:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. i don't know why Jia Ying very hot temper started last month... she always like a "balsam pear face"... Sometimes ignore the people that was calling her.. Sometimes she scold the person suddenly.. Sometimes she very emo... Haiz.. is she undering prosess MENOPAUSE??? How come? she is just 15..

Besides Jia Ying, Hao Jian also very weird these few days... Somebody were saying that he is "CHUAN"(arrogant) .... If someone can play er hu very well to be said "chuan", then who dare to play well than him? The person quite stupid actually... is he/she cannot play as well as him, feel jealous, so he/she tell everyone that Hao Jian is "Chuan"???

Jay also... why i can't contact him these few days?

Who knows what's happening ????????

A sad experience

2009-05-04T16:13:00.000+08:00

Do u always feel that how much rewards u get thats not actually u paid? I DO...
Just like in my uniform club, i always practised my woodflute very hard, listen to the demo music, often stayback to practise atleast 3 hours..
but i scared, nervous when i was standing in front of everyone, i missed.. i couldn't play the song as well as usual.
All the "payment" have been destroyed.. i wish i can share and tell my feeling to my friends, Jay.. but he didn't open his phone and offline too.. Haiz..
Eventhought i can't tell Hao Jian(my best friend), my mom.. cause i wish i can keep my optimistic image in their mind..

Welcome to my Harbor

I learnt something..

Hey..

Long time didnt update..

Update??

Envy.. hate.. like

Unlucky today...

OMG..

My status now...

What happened to my frenz?

Gambateh

Happy.. haha

I hope u can limit urself..

Happy Birthday to U!!!

Dying?

A trip to Psychology Workshop..

Today i...

Am i small gas..

Happy Birhtday to u!!

It's show something..

Almost end of the year..

Yeah.. my comp is backed

My Aunt passed away

Ok.. i change the name..

Happy Birthday to u!!

My hols..

My Skill?? No way!!

My 50th post

Am i alone?

My X-Men Team

Baby

A Good Friend is..

Take a deep breath

Went Back From Terengganu

2 more days to go..

Thx Jaykerr

Anything for today..

Haiz..

Anything for today..

Countdown...

Hello.. LTNC

So..

Universe

E..Hem

Whose problem now?

What to say?

A lot to share..

Leader of dizi?

Interview..

Sick again

Friends Forever

Feel void these few days

Exams overed!!!

Happy Father's Day

Dancing

Holidays

I am still waiting..

GUEST

No more..

Sick

The Ice.. the Egg.. the Lock..

Thx my Form 4

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Pressure

Preparation of exam

失恋无罪

Ultraman Mebius

Happy Birthday!!!

A memorable meeting..

Thx.. Pooi Ling...

Amazing..........

My Friends under trouble....

A sad experience

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